Total pages in book: 75
Estimated words: 71698 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 358(@200wpm)___ 287(@250wpm)___ 239(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 71698 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 358(@200wpm)___ 287(@250wpm)___ 239(@300wpm)
I’m the nurse hired to keep him alive on tour.
Falling for him? Absolutely forbidden.
For seven years, I’ve watched Jackson Wilder from the shadows of the stage lights.
I’ve patched him up after reckless stunts, listened to his midnight confessions, and kept my heart locked up tight.
He’s my boss.
My patient.
And my impossible crush.
But when a health scare forces me closer than ever, the walls between us crack.
Suddenly, the broody rock god who belongs to millions is looking at me like I’m the only one who matters.
Daring me to fall for him.
The problem?
Loving him could cost me my career.
Loving me could cost him everything.
And when the music stops and the doors close…
I have to decide if I walk away…
Or risk everything for a man who was never meant to be mine.
A forbidden rockstar spicy romance with slow-burn tension, emotional depth, and high-stakes.
Perfect for readers who love celebrity romance, workplace taboos, and heart-stopping romances.
ALL BOOKS IN THIS SERIES ARE STANDALONES AND CAN BE READ IN ANY ORDER
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Chapter one
Carissa
You’d think that having basically lived intimately with four rockstars and their whole entourage for the past seven years, I would have seen some shit go down, and I suppose I have, but my skills as a nurse have been required very few times.
I’m pretty much just along for the ride, and what a ride it’s been.
Wilder’s Peril is one of those bands that doesn’t fit into any category. They’re not punk, and they would rather die than ever write a love or pop song. They also aren’t hard enough to be straight rock, and they aren’t out there enough to be wholly alternative. They don’t fit into any neat boxes. I think that’s why they’ve gained such a following all over the world. They wear eyeliner and leather, sport a whole lot of bare chests, and ooze sex appeal, but at the same time, they’re relatable. They’re living the dream, but somehow, they’re real. Even though they could act like demigods, they don’t. They wear what they want, make the music they want, say and think what they want, and feel what they want to feel.
For a group of performers, they’re some of the most genuine men on the planet.
None more so than Jackson Wilder.
He writes songs that could stir the devil himself, but in his personal life, he’s about as sweet as they come.
The rest of the guys follow suit because everyone knows what happened to Wilder when he was just a kid. He doesn’t do the rockstar lifestyle because he can’t, and he prefers that the people around him try to live as regular a life as they can.
There might be parties thrown by the label or executive staff that the band is invited to, but they always behave. I can’t say if it’s been that way since the start for them or if they grew up and out of it. In the past seven years, I’ll say that Luke and Jameson have been through a few relationships. The worst I’ve ever seen them come out of anything is with a hangover from the night before.
Matt got married three years ago. He now has two loves in his life. His wife and his guitar. Wilder was once up there too. The two of them used to be closer than brothers, but now there are cracks.
They’ve been there for a while.
Most nights, touring on the road is surprisingly boring and uneventful. Tonight isn’t going to be one of those nights.
Our bus, following the band’s bus on the final leg of their North American tour, was flagged down, and everything came to a standstill on the side of the road in rural Nevada at three in the morning.
Apparently, Wilder, who is the lead singer, founding member of the band, and a pretty damn vital and important part of tomorrow’s show, is sick.
Like, not just an upset tummy or a headache, but really sick.
Sick enough that, for once, I was asked to step in.
The reason I got hired in the first place was that Wilder hates going to hospitals. Even regular doctors freak him out. He compromised and let someone from his PR team hire a private nurse to be on hand, ostensibly for the band, but everyone knows I’m just here for him. Where Wilder goes, I go. That includes planes, trains, and tour buses. When he’s actually at home, I’m on call. Home for him is Sonoma, California, so that’s where I’ve basically been living since I was hired. I grew up in the Bay Area, and San Francisco is only forty-five minutes north, so it wasn’t much of a move, but if we’re talking lifestyle change…
I wasn’t worried about moving houses when I had to take that on.
It might be summer, and we might be in Nevada, but there’s a chill wind. After getting pulled from my coffin-like little bunk, which was warm and snuggly and all closed in, and given three seconds to get onto the other bus—alright, it was more than that and certainly more than enough time for me to get dressed, find my shoes, and tell Gerry the road manager where my supplies were—I’m still a little bit mussed and sweaty.
I’m alert, though.
And worried.
If Matt had the whole train of buses stop, then something is wrong.
Benny opens the door for me immediately. “Howdy, Carissa.” He has a southern drawl, even though he was born and raised in LA. He self-professes a love of all things western, and I guess that’s translated over to his drawl. Sixty-some odd years of watching old movies will do that to a person, I guess. “You go right on in.”
He steps out of the bus, whistling. He’s one of the chillest guys I know, and he’s a great driver. Nice doesn’t even begin to cover it. Benny is good for the guys. He’s a little bit like a father figure, and on the road, someone like that is much needed.