Total pages in book: 54
Estimated words: 51647 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 258(@200wpm)___ 207(@250wpm)___ 172(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 51647 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 258(@200wpm)___ 207(@250wpm)___ 172(@300wpm)
“Okay, you can look. I’m decent,” Kat announces.
I pull back the covers for Kat to get into bed, and she complies with my order.
Throwing her hands above her head, she yawns. Kat taps the open space next to her on the mattress. “Get in. I need you to snuggle with me.”
I strip down to my boxers and climb into bed next to her. Kat rolls onto her side, her ass pressed against my front. She grabs my hand and holds it over her stomach, keeping our fingers interlocked. The second my head hits the pillow, I close my eyes and take in the vanilla scent on her skin. She smells good enough to eat.
It’s impossible not to think about the night we kissed when I’m this close to her. We also have very little clothing between us. Her body molds to mine, and when she wiggles in my arms, I can’t stop my body’s reaction to her.
“Dean,” she whispers.
“Yes, Kitten.”
“Please tell me that’s a remote digging into my ass.”
“It’s a remote,” I lie, but I’m unable to contain my laughter.
She smacks my arm. “No, it’s not, you idiot.”
“I can’t help it, okay? Bedtime is sort of…”
When I think of you…
I suck in a deep breath and attempt to think about anything other than Kat’s ass pressing into my cock. “Close your eyes and go to sleep.”
She laughs. “I don’t know how you expect me to do that with you digging into my ass cheek. If you need to take care of that, I don’t mind.”
“You want me to stroke my cock while you watch me?” I speak against her earlobe, and she shivers from my breath on her skin.
“Go ahead,” she says. “I want you to be comfortable if you’re going to spend the night with me.”
What is she saying?
“I can’t,” I groan. “Ignore it. I’ll fall asleep eventually.”
Not likely.
She sighs, and then rolls onto her back. “Is this weird?”
I cock an eyebrow at her. “Is what weird?”
“All of this. Us. I don’t know. Ever since we kissed, I can’t stop thinking about you in less than friendly ways.”
“Same for me,” I admit. “I want you so bad I can’t even think straight right now.”
“I know,” she says with a wicked grin. “I could feel how much on my ass.”
“Sorry about that.”
“It’s okay.” She reaches between us, and when her fingers graze my boxers, my cock springs out from the slit. Kat pauses for a second, and then she peeks up at me. “Can I touch it?”
Doing my best not to laugh, I nod. I should have told her no. But how can I deny her? I love her. I want to be with her. So, why not?
Kat drags her thumb up and down the length of my shaft.
“Kitten,” I choke out, biting my bottom lip. “Fuck, that feels good.”
“Your skin is so smooth,” she says, surprised. “I could touch you all night.”
My eyes slam shut when she wraps her fingers around me and gives my shaft a few strokes. “You might kill me if you do.”
“You’re a lot bigger than I thought,” she says in a hushed tone. “I could feel you through your jeans last week when we kissed, but I had no idea…” Kat’s movements are so slow and steady I can’t take much more of this torture. “You know I’ve never been with anyone before.”
“Yeah, I know.”
“I want you to be my first, Dean. It should be you.”
Her words hit me harder than my orgasm that has me on the edge. I’m so close to coming. But now… I open my eyes and cover her hand with mine to stop her. “You don’t know what you’re saying.”
I don’t want to be her first.
I want to be the only one.
“Yes, I do,” she challenges. “I’ve been thinking about this for days now. Silvia says losing your virginity is like a Band-Aid you have to rip off.”
Blowing out a deep breath, I sit up and push her hand away, stuffing myself back into my boxers.
“What’s wrong? I thought you’d want to have sex with me.”
“I do. But…”
Not like this.
She leans back against the headboard and crosses her arms over her chest. “But, what?”
“I’m afraid of what will happen after we have sex. It could ruin our friendship forever.”
“We kissed and nothing changed.”
“Are you kidding me?” Something snaps inside me. “Everything has changed!”
“Yeah,” she mutters, looking away from me. “I guess it has.”
Why did I let her touch me?
Because I want her.
I need her.
Kat rolls onto her side, her back facing me. Unlike last time, this isn’t an invitation to cuddle with her. Knowing I need to be here for my mom in the morning, I don’t bother to head back to my hotel. So, I follow her lead. Neither of us speaks a word, and I eventually drift off to sleep.