Total pages in book: 93
Estimated words: 89553 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 448(@200wpm)___ 358(@250wpm)___ 299(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 89553 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 448(@200wpm)___ 358(@250wpm)___ 299(@300wpm)
“Noted,” I reply. I’ve never cheated on anyone. I’ve never really understood men who cheat. If you want a woman other than the one you’re with, break up and be with the new woman. There’s no need to be a dick.
“Consider yourself warned,” Ed says.
I get him being concerned. I really do. If I think about it for too long, I’m concerned too. I don’t want to mess things up so I see Ed even less than I do now. If I was thinking entirely clearly, I should have stayed away from Lucy. That ship has sailed. And honestly, if I think about it, Lucy and I have been heading in this direction since we first laid eyes on each other. I wasn’t immediately attracted to her, but I was immediately interested. She caught my attention, and that says a lot when ninety-nine percent of the time, all my attention is on work.
There’s a kerfuffle on the other side of the bar. When I look up, I see Katherine and the rest of the bachelorette party heading in our direction. Katherine makes a beeline right for Ed, and when Lucy walks right past me, I grab her hand and pull her down on my lap.
“Did you think you could walk straight past me?”
She grins at me, her eyes sparkling in the glow from the tea lights on the table. “Why am I sitting on your lap?”
“Is there somewhere else you’d rather be?” I ask.
She tries not to smile, but she’s terrible at it. The corners of her mouth twitch and her green eyes twinkle. She glances up and around at our party, but no one is paying attention to us. They’re all deep in their own conversations.
“Don’t we hate each other?” she whispers in my ear.
“I don’t know about you, but I don’t hate you,” I say, holding her gaze.
“I don’t hate you either.” She squeezes her eyes shut like it’s too much to admit.
I chuckle. “I’m bowled over.” Gliding my hands down her legs, I say, “I don’t hate this.” I sweep my thumb over her lips. “I don’t hate this.” I trail my fingers down from her collarbone, between her breasts, down, down, down. “I don’t hate any of this.”
Her cheeks flush pink. “We’re supposed to hate each other, though.”
I shake my head. “Things change. When you start to dip below the surface, you see things that weren’t there before.”
“Like?”
“Like the way you love your sister. The way you want your mom to love you.”
She frowns at me. “My mom does love me.”
“Right,” I say. “But you’re worried she won’t unless everything’s perfect.” I’m figuring it out as I speak. All the snippets of Lucy are slotting into place, the woman she is coming into focus. She just wants to be loved and accepted. Just like everyone.
She studies me as if I’m a talking dog or something.
“And now I see beneath the admonishments of me,” I continue. “The need to control everything and everyone, the desire to please Katherine and your mom and . . . everyone.”
“Hunter,” she says, her voice quiet and fragile. I’m not sure if she’s asking me to stop.
I hold up my hands. “You looked beautiful in the yellow dress. You are lovable. Kind. Generous.”
She places her palms against mine, and we lock fingers. She leans forward and places a kiss on my lips. It’s soft and light and instantly makes me want more. I want all of her. She pulls back, still studying me.
“I don’t think anyone’s ever seen me like that,” she says. “Me, according to you, is . . .”
“Beautiful?” I suggest. “Self-sacrificing? Thoughtful?”
“I was going to say . . . okay.”
Something about her description of herself as just okay hits me right in the middle of my chest. I want to scoop her up and take her somewhere I can protect her from everything. “You’re more than okay, Lucy Jones.”
Maybe I can see all of her, or at least more than she’s ever shown anyone before.
Her cheeks pink and she looks over at my drink on the table, like she’s studying a famous painting or something. “What ya drinking?” she asks in a singsong voice.
“Tequila,” I say, shifting in my seat. “Let me get you something. What do you want?”
Our gazes meet, and I can’t help but wonder what she’s like in bed. What she likes in bed.
“I want to stay right here, like this,” she says, and she holds out her hand. “Wanna share?”
I shift again, pulling her closer to me. “With you? Anything. Anytime.” I scoop up the glass and press it into her hand. I watch as she sips the amber liquid, can’t take my eyes from her mouth and her wet lips. I want to lick tequila off every inch of this woman’s body.
She hands me back the glass.