Total pages in book: 101
Estimated words: 94092 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 470(@200wpm)___ 376(@250wpm)___ 314(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 94092 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 470(@200wpm)___ 376(@250wpm)___ 314(@300wpm)
“I’ve got work to finish up,” I say, my voice flat. “I’ll be in the study.”
I don’t look at her as I turn away and leave, closing the bedroom door behind me with a firm click. The hallway is dim, the air heavy with the scent of wood polish. I take the long route and end up outside Amelia’s studio. I didn’t mean to disturb, but the door is slightly ajar, a sliver of light spilling out. My heart pounds, a reckless pull urging me closer. My hand moves of its own volition. In a hypnotic daze, I nudge the door open, just enough to see her.
She’s at the easel, her back to me, her blonde hair loose, catching the lamplight like spun gold. Her hand moves, the brush stroking the canvas. I’m transfixed, watching the curve of her shoulder, the way her body gently sways with each stroke. She’s totally unaware of me, lost in her world. The sight is a knife to my chest—beautiful, untouchable.
She can never ever be mine.
I tear my eyes away. My hand trembles with the force of restraint I’m applying to myself. I move my head back. My breath is uneven as I quickly walk to my study. There is a lot to be done, given my distraction from today, so I will drown myself in work. The hours pass unnoticed, and I work with determination until I’m too drowsy to continue. With a sigh, I shut my laptop and return to the bedroom. This time I don’t take the long route. I can see from my window that Amelia’s studio lights are switched off. She’s probably long gone to bed. Sara is fast asleep. Gently closing the bedroom door, I head to the bathroom, locking the door behind me.
The shower is my sanctuary, a place where I can let the world dissolve and be true to myself. I crank the faucet to scalding, steam curling thick and heavy, fogging the glass door as I strip off my clothes, and I step under the spray. The water hammers my skin, hot and stinging on my shoulders and chest, but it doesn’t sear away the thoughts consuming me.
Nothing can do that.
Amelia strolls into my head. Sure, it’s wrong, but only in the outside world. This is my world. And Amelia and I are not wrong. We were born to be with each other. I love her. I loved her when I didn’t know she was my half-sister, and I loved her after I knew. Nothing can change the way I feel about her. There’s never been anybody else for me but her.
Her lovely green eyes lock onto mine, cutting through every wall I’ve ever built. Her full lips, soft and pink, part into that shy smile from when we first met. But her body is all grown up now. A delicious woman’s body. The curve of her hips in those jeans she wore at lunch, a sway that’s haunted me all day. My cock stirs instantly, hardening with an ache that’s all too familiar, a need I’ve fought and lost too many times. I can’t actually, I won’t resist it tonight, not after watching her paint. Lost to me, her body a quiet dance of grace that set me ablaze.
My hand moves, wraps around my cock, and a low groan rumbles unguarded from my throat. The veins along my shaft pulse under my grip, hot and rigid, each one a map of the frustration living inside me. I stroke slowly at first, my thumb grazing the sensitive tip, sending a jolt of pleasure up my spine. My other hand braces against the tile as the heat builds, a fire stoked by her memory. She undresses as she walks toward me. This is Amelia, the woman I want, the one I’ve always wanted. She goes to lie on a silk bed. I see her vividly, her blonde hair spilling across a pillow, her green eyes dark with want. Slowly, she opens her long legs and offers her sweet pussy to me.
Then her body is under me, her skin warm and soft, her moans filling the air, low and desperate. My strokes quicken, my grip tightening, the rhythm urgent now, matching the pounding of my heart.
I kiss her, tasting her lips, sweet and yielding, a hunger that mirrors mine. My mouth moves, sucking her breasts, her nipples hard against my tongue, her gasps sharp and needy. My hands grab her ass, pulling her close, my lips trailing down, down, until I’m between her thighs, eating her sex, her taste flooding me, driving me wild. I want to make her cream, make her scream my name, her nails digging into my back as she arches, lost in the pleasure I give her.
The fantasy is so vivid that heat coils tight in my core. I’m nearly there. My hand moves faster, the veins in my cock throbbing. This is all I’ll ever have—imagery, shadows, a forbidden desire I can’t have. My groans grow hoarse, and I bite my lip to muffle them, the water drowning out the sound as I chase the climax.