Total pages in book: 158
Estimated words: 149641 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 748(@200wpm)___ 599(@250wpm)___ 499(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 149641 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 748(@200wpm)___ 599(@250wpm)___ 499(@300wpm)
He didn’t understand how open her parents were about sex. She’d discovered a person’s ability to talk about sex was a lot like how they handled blood. The sight for some sent them fainting dead away, but some people could eat a hearty meal while watching an operation.
Ben would need time to adjust since from what she could tell it wasn’t like his parents had him babysit his younger siblings so they could spend time at their sex club. And that was sad for him.
She wasn’t going into that tonight because he seemed serious about the whole lube situation, and it wasn’t like they were in a place where he couldn’t walk outside and ask for some exotic lube and not have twelve tops offer up some.
“Nothing to say? Excellent. You know I like this side of you, you glorious masochist. I like being the one who gives you what you need. And I think you need this.”
She gasped as she felt something hard against her asshole. His finger. He rimmed her and then she felt the lube. Somehow he’d warmed it, or she wouldn’t put it past Ollie to have a warmer of some kind in here since the fucker loved his luxuries.
She shivered as that finger dove deep, lubing her up and stretching her.
Never. She’d never let a Dom do this to her. There was something too intimate about it, but it felt right with him. Everything was right with him.
She gritted her teeth as she felt the hard edge of the plug. Still. She was always in motion, and here it was right and good to be still, to let him do what he wanted, to sink into a part of her soul that had always been hers. Now she found a person to share it with.
He worked the plug in, fucking her with it and lighting her up with sensation after sensation. Then he settled the plug deep inside.
“Damn, that’s pretty. I like discovering this with you. It makes me feel like this can work. Don’t lose the plug,” he commanded before he picked her up and started for the bed.
She clenched down because that sucker was slippery.
She found herself flat on her back with him inside her before she could take another breath. It didn’t matter. She was so wet she could easily handle his cock. That gorgeous monster filled her, stretching her, the plug making her tight.
He felt good. He gripped her like he worried he could lose her, but she wasn’t going anywhere. This was what she’d wanted. To belong to him. To have him belong to her.
“Hold on to me. I want your mark on me, too,” he said, looking down on her as he thrust inside again. He was so big above her, so strong. Her dream lover, and he was saying everything she wanted to hear.
She might be submissive when it came to sex, but she wanted the world to know he was hers and they should back off.
She let her nails find his back, something primal taking over. Pure pleasure swamped her as she watched Ben’s whole body tighten. He worked over her, never taking his eyes off her. The connection felt like it went soul deep.
“You feel so fucking good. Nothing ever felt this good,” he said between clenched teeth.
Because they had been made for each other. They were meant to be together.
She didn’t say it because he wasn’t ready for those words. Despite the afternoon and this evening, she knew he was still thinking, still wondering if she was playing him.
But that didn’t matter in this moment. In this moment, they were connected and together and everything was right in the world. For now. She held on, giving him everything. The world seemed to explode in the best way possible, and then Ben was stiffening over her and she felt him come. She tightened her arms around him.
He let himself fall on her, giving her every ounce of his weight.
She took it, loving the way he felt on top of her.
He rubbed his cheek against hers. “I like being your Dom, baby. I think we’re going to play a lot. You know I always want to get through a mission, but we could settle in here for a while. And you’re with me. You stay with me in my room. No staying with Lucy.”
She wouldn’t want to now. As long as he wasn’t cold, she would stay with him even without promises of forever.
“Baby, did you keep the plug?” He whispered the question in her ear.
She had not. It was impossible to keep the damn thing in when she was wrapping her legs around her man and holding on for dear life. “Uhm, no.”
His head came up and he was heartbreakingly handsome with his hair tumbling over his forehead and a grin on his face. He looked younger and happier than he normally did. “Then we have to start all over again. After I clean us up.”