Total pages in book: 63
Estimated words: 62569 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 313(@200wpm)___ 250(@250wpm)___ 209(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 62569 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 313(@200wpm)___ 250(@250wpm)___ 209(@300wpm)
I felt it, though. The slow burn. The ache that the thought brought to my chest.
Like that very shallow grave I was already digging myself the longer I stayed next to her. It made my heart feel something—warm, I think—that she didn’t like the idea of me being in the cold hard ground.
Too bad she’d soon be disappointed.
My line of work wasn’t conducive with life.
She didn’t know it yet, but my only reason for living.
From here on out.
Was her.
Raven Alfero.
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RAVEN
The one with the fruit snacks.
He was a menace to society.
A warning sign wouldn’t be enough for him.
And I was coming to almost hate him the more he distracted me from the pain I felt every time I walked by places Louis and I used to visit, the stupid common area included—which is why I chose to sit outside on the picnic bench farthest away from the tree we used to sit under.
We’d been sitting outside he mess hall, and he scared away at least seven people—one of them was a professor. The poor woman started crying, and she was used to our kind around here.
He was dressed like a fallen angel who decided that rather than jumping he’d just burn his wings and sacrifice his soul. Succubus core energy. At least that was the reaction the girls were giving him, like they were one intense stare away from getting screwed against the tree screaming his name.
What? Did they not see how angry he was all the time? It didn’t matter that he looked like a god—he was the devil himself.
I threw my empty diet coke bottle at his head. He caught it midair. “What? Why are you throwing things?”
“Sit.” I pointed at the bench. “Eat. You’re driving me crazy, and it’s not even dinnertime yet. When you’re not glaring, you’re pacing or threatening or spouting insults. Can’t you just put food in your mouth, chew, and swallow like a normal person?”
He seemed to actually think about it, like weighing if it was actually a possibility before he sat and pulled a protein bar out of his pocket along with a bag of fruit snacks—the one without dye because of course they would be dye-free. They probably lacked sugar aka any sort of joy as well.
He followed it all up with a vitamin shot.
Wow. Wonders never ceased.
"Easy there killer, you might get a cavity.” I tapped his protein bar with my Twizzler. He snatched the bar away so fast I nearly fell backwards off the bench. “What the hell!”
"Food shouldn’t touch.” He scooted the protein bar over to the opposite side of the table and did the same with the rest of the packaged food. “Ever.”
“You’ve gotta be kidding me,” I muttered. “It’s fucking packaged, Ace. It can touch.”
He ignored me and started opening up the vitamin shot.
I made a face when he chugged half of it and wiped his mouth. Part of it spilled onto the table.
It was green.
He reached into his pocket and pulled out a napkin, quickly wiped up the mess then folded the napkin six times and put it back in his pocket.
"Why six?” I asked.
“What?” He finished the shot. “Six what?”
“Folds.” I pointed to his pocket. “You folded it six times. You have a thing with even numbers and you hate messes and things that touch. Are you OCD or something?”
He reached for his protein bar and tore the wrapper open with his perfectly straight white teeth. Why hadn’t I noticed how strong they looked? How his full lips pressed against them. God, if he didn’t use his mouth for evil he might actually be more attractive than I’d care to admit. His deep voice interrupted my thoughts. “If I was OCD I’d be counting everything and I’d probably be on medication or it would be more apparent. I just hate odd numbers. They seem unfinished. Even numbers make sense.”
He said it like I was the dumb one for not seeing the logic in it. “God forbid something be confusing.”
"Confusion leads to mistakes,” he pointed out.
Mistakes like murder.
Like the death of someone who was never supposed to die in the first place. The food settles like a rock in my stomach, not that I had high expectations, what with the way I’d been feeling recently.
Happy birthday to me—more puking.
I knew it was only a matter of time before I had to say something to my dad and to Ace, but it was the last part of Louis I had—and something I selfishly wanted to keep to myself—for as long as I could.
Ace reached for his phone. “Yeah, I’m on campus.”
I leaned in to eavesdrop.
“No.” He barked, his eyes immediately started scanning the area. “Alright, I’ll be on the lookout, glad you let me know. I didn’t expect it to be today. Yeah. Bye.”
I pretended not to be interested and started toying with the wrapper on my water bottle. “Anything wrong?”