Total pages in book: 85
Estimated words: 81887 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 409(@200wpm)___ 328(@250wpm)___ 273(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 81887 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 409(@200wpm)___ 328(@250wpm)___ 273(@300wpm)
“That’s not—”
“You seemed pretty comfortable letting the gardener fuck you last night. Didn’t take you long to come looking for me next, did it?”
The words hit like a physical blow. I see the regret in his eyes immediately, like he knows he’s gone too far, but it doesn’t matter. I slap him. Not hard, more a reflex than an attack, but the sound seems to echo in the small room.
For a second, we both freeze. Then something shifts in his eyes.
“Feel better?” he asks.
“No.” My hand stings. “I don’t know what I’m doing. Any of this.”
“Join the club.”
We’re standing too close now, close enough that I can smell the faint scent of whiskey on his breath, see the small scar near his jawline. He drops his gaze to my mouth for a second.
“I should go,” I say, not moving.
“Yeah, you should.” He doesn’t move either.
I’m not sure who leans in first. Maybe me. Maybe him. Maybe both of us at the same time, drawn together by the same reckless impulse that’s been pushing me since I returned to this island.
His mouth is firm against mine, nothing gentle about this kiss. It’s all heat and frustration as he brings up his hands to tangle in my hair while I grip the front of his shirt. He tastes like whiskey and bad decisions, and I want more of both.
He backs me against the desk, lifting me onto it in one fluid movement. I part my legs automatically, allowing him to press closer, and he slides his hands under my cardigan, warm against my skin as they trace up my sides.
This is insane. Last night I was with Damiano, and now I’m kissing Flint like I’ll die if I stop. But it feels right somehow, part of the same dangerous current pulling all three of us together.
He moves his mouth to my neck, teeth grazing the sensitive skin there. I gasp, letting my head fall back to give him better access. I find the hem of his shirt with my fingers, slipping underneath to feel the warm skin of his back.
“We shouldn’t,” he murmurs against my throat, even as he slides his hands higher under my sweater.
“Probably not.” I make no move to stop him.
He pulls back just enough to look at me, his pupils so dilated his eyes look almost black. “This is a terrible idea.”
“I know.” I pull him back to me, reclaiming his mouth.
He expertly works at the button and zipper of my pants, pausing only to search my eyes one last time for hesitation. Finding none, he tugs them down over my hips as I lift myself slightly to help. The cool air hits my bare legs, raising goosebumps that his rough hands immediately smooth away.
“Last chance to walk away,” he breathes against my ear.
I answer by pulling his shirt over his head to reveal the tattoo that spans his left shoulder—intricate lines I can’t quite discern in the dim light. A scar cuts across his ribs, older and faded—evidence of a life I know nothing about.
“You don’t want to get mixed up with me,” he warns, even as he traces the edge of my underwear. “I’m not the good guy here.”
“I’m not looking for a good guy.” The words surprise me with their honesty.
Something like a growl escapes him as he crashes his mouth back to mine. His kisses are nothing like Damiano’s careful exploration.
Flint devours, takes, demands.
And I match him, bite for bite, digging crescents into his shoulders with my nails.
The desk rattles beneath us as he presses forward. Papers scatter to the floor, followed by something that shatters – a mug, maybe. Neither of us stops to check.
This isn’t just heated kisses that we can laugh off tomorrow. This is deliberate. Reckless. Exactly what I need to feel something beyond the numbness that’s been my constant companion.
He slips his hands beneath me, lifting me against him as he carries me from the desk to the small couch against the wall. The leather is cold against my back as he lowers me, his weight following.
His body covers mine completely, solid and warm. The leather couch creaks beneath us as he settles between my thighs, one hand braced beside my head, the other tracing a path down my side to my hip.
“This what you came here for?” He digs his fingers into my flesh, just shy of painful.
I should be offended by the question, but there’s something raw in his expression that stops me—vulnerability beneath the anger. I reach up to touch his face, and he flinches slightly before allowing it.
“No,” I whisper, “but I’m not sorry.”
Something flashes in his eyes—relief, maybe—before he captures my mouth again. The kiss is slower this time, deeper, as if we’ve moved past the initial fury into something more dangerous.
He slips his hand between us, finding the edge of my underwear again, and I arch against him, wordlessly urging him on. The first touch of his fingers makes me gasp against his mouth. He swallows the sound, watching my face with an intensity that makes me want to look away. But I don’t.