Total pages in book: 139
Estimated words: 130380 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 652(@200wpm)___ 522(@250wpm)___ 435(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 130380 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 652(@200wpm)___ 522(@250wpm)___ 435(@300wpm)
Clay barked deep and loud like a dog, and the rest of the team beat their chests and nodded and bounced up and down like they were ready to kill.
“Hands in,” Zeke called, and everyone piled their hands one on top of the other. “Family on three. One, two—”
“Family!”
As soon as the word was chanted, the team broke out into the various parts of the field, ready to work.
Blake grabbed my shoulder, squeezing with an appreciative smile. “Thank you,” he said, and then he leaned in a bit closer. “Keep acting like that, and it’s going to be you wearing the Captain badge on your jersey this year.”
I shrugged him off with a joke before we jogged side by side over to work offense together.
But in the back of my mind, a new goal bloomed.
One I would pursue relentlessly.
I was in just as much disbelief as the rest of the team when I turned down the offer to go out after we wrapped practice. They swore it was just to grab pizza and a couple beers, but I knew how quickly that could turn into being out all night long and dragging ass into conditioning in the morning.
For the first time maybe ever, I didn’t want to.
I was tired, and sore, and smelly as hell. I knew I could have a girl in my bed by the end of the night if I went with them, that I could take out some of my pent-up frustration and have a little fun. But it wasn’t just the article and Coach’s words in my ears that stopped me.
I felt focused on football, on my classes, and now — on leading our team.
So, I did what Holden would do. I listened to that smart voice inside my head that said go home, get some rest. And I didn’t feel like I was missing out. In fact, I was relieved.
All I wanted was a shower, sweatpants, tostones, and a night to unwind before I woke up at five thirty tomorrow morning to do it all again.
The house was quiet when I threw my bag onto the bay window. I did a double take, though, because for once, I wasn’t adding it to an already-steeping pile of shit. Instead, it was empty — and there was a new, thick, navy-blue cushion with a stack of books in the windowsill. One glance at that book stack let me know they had to be from Giana’s collection, and I smirked, wondering if Mary read them, too.
With that smile still in place, I lugged my bag back onto my shoulder and hiked it up to my room, instead.
I could have stayed in the shower for hours, letting that hot water massage my sore shoulders and back. After a while, I ran it cold, knowing that was likely what my body needed more than heat, anyway. Then, I toweled off and tugged on my NBU sweatpants, hair still a little wet as I padded down the stairs.
I flicked on the television as I passed through the living room, turning on ESPN before I swung into the kitchen and pulled out all the ingredients I needed: plantains, garlic, vegetable oil, olive oil, salt, tomato, parsley, and freshly cracked pepper.
Baseball highlights played loud enough for me to hear as I peeled and sliced the plantains, but once I did, my mind floated away from the present and into the memory of making tostones with my mom. She had me standing on a stool next to her in the kitchen and learning her recipe before I even played football — which was saying something, since Dad had me in pads at the age of six.
The sound of the oil popping when I dropped the first plantains in made me smile, my stomach growling as I got out a bowl to mix the dipping sauce. I was so focused on the recipe that I didn’t hear Mary walk down the stairs, didn’t notice her at all until she was leaning through the window that separated the kitchen from the living room, her eyes closing on an inhale.
“Holy fuck, it smells good in here.”
“Careful — don’t get popped by the oil,” I warned.
“Yes, Daddy,” she teased, sliding onto the barstool on the other side of the window and resting her arms on the ledge. I had to contain my smirk and the way I fucking loved when she called me daddy — even if it was a joke.
I wondered what it would be like if it wasn’t, if I had her pinned beneath me and obeying my every command to get the relief she so desperately wanted.
My cock twitched at the thought, and I pressed my waist against the kitchen counter to hide it as I focused on the sauce.
“What are you making?” she asked.