Total pages in book: 52
Estimated words: 49005 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 245(@200wpm)___ 196(@250wpm)___ 163(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 49005 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 245(@200wpm)___ 196(@250wpm)___ 163(@300wpm)
“This is such a treat,” I tell them. I’d have never expected such a fancy date from Felix and Jasper, and it only serves to show me how many assumptions I’ve been making about the two of them.
After dinner, the three of us walk hand-in-hand among the twinkling white lights of the resort grounds, which are perfectly manicured and beautifully decorated. It’s very romantic, especially when the men stop under the arch of a passageway, where mistletoe is hanging. They kiss me until my knees wobble, and make me feel like I’m the only thing they want to unwrap this Christmas.
“If you can’t tell,” Felix says, gently smoothing hair from my temple, “we’re trying to convince you that you belong with us.”
Jasper’s arm is already around my waist, and he grips me tighter. “We get the idea that we’re probably not the type of guys you’re usually with—” He doesn’t mention the Frost brothers, but they’re definitely the elephant in the room. “But we want to be the ones who are here for you. We want to be everything you need.”
I might have been surprised by this declaration, but in an environment like this, on a night like this, it seems fitting. “Are you really looking for a relationship?”
“We may not be the best at communicating,” Jasper says, “but we thought that would have been obvious by now.”
“We weren’t looking for someone until we met you, but when you know, you know,” Felix says. “It was obvious from the start that you were special, and getting to know you has only made our feelings stronger.”
As I’m letting this settle in, Jasper kisses me again. Then Felix kisses me. We’re still under the mistletoe, after all.
“Despite the job we do at night, we’re one-woman kind of men,” Felix says.
“We only want you, and we can see a future with you,” Jasper says. “Kids, if you want them, a house, a dog, all of that. And, of course, Cupid.”
This should make me incredibly happy, and it does, but I’m so conflicted. They could be everything I need, and they would be … if I didn’t also need Nick and Rudy.
Chapter 25
I owe it to these men to be fully present with them here tonight, because it’s the only way I’m going to be able to figure out what my heart wants.
When they kiss me again, I give all of myself to it. It’s not hard—in fact, it’s the easiest thing in the world to forget about everything else when I’m kissing them.
I even forget that we’re in a public place. When I tug part of Felix’s shirt hem out of his jeans and sneak my fingers onto the bare skin of his torso, his voice comes out thick. “Want to go back to the room?”
The question is the wake-up call I need, and I pull back. “I have to tell you both something, and it might ruin everything tonight … but I need to be honest.”
Both men nod—quick, resigned motions.
“I slept with Nick and Rudy. Just once.” It seems important to make sure they don’t think I’ve been having sex with the Frost brothers the whole time we’ve been dating.
They both nod again, almost looking relieved. “That’s your business,” Felix says.
Jasper moves in closer, eliminating almost all the space between us. “What you do with them is your business, but we intend to show you more pleasure than you’ve ever seen.”
I swallow a lump in my throat as he picks me up, lifting me into his arms like I weigh nothing. He carries me all the way back to the room.
Inside, they keep the lights low. Jasper sets me on top of the round dining table, and they both kneel before me, each of them removing one of my high heels. They hold my feet in their hands, as they kiss my ankles, then my calves, higher and higher.
It quickly becomes obvious that they’re starting at the bottom and working their way up, and the sight of them exploring my body so thoroughly is such a turn on. Two gorgeous men, worshipping at my feet.
Their eyes meet mine over and over as they kiss, lick, and nibble at my legs, and by the time they reach my upper thighs, my underwear is soaked.
They bring me closer to the edge of the table, where Jasper lifts me a couple of inches, as Felix pushes my dress up and slides my panties down. He uses his fingers to peel them off my hips, then finishes the job with his teeth, his eyes sparkling with mischief.
They spread my legs apart as they vie for space between them. They tease my inner thighs with their tongues, working closer and closer to my center.
I’m dripping for them when they reach my pussy. Jasper gets there first, tasting me with several long strokes of his tongue. Felix follows with short, quick flicks.