Fighting to Breathe Read online Aurora Rose Reynolds (Shooting Stars #1)

Categories Genre: Alpha Male, Angst, Contemporary, New Adult, Romance Tags Authors: Series: Shooting Stars Series by Aurora Rose Reynolds
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Total pages in book: 67
Estimated words: 63100 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 316(@200wpm)___ 252(@250wpm)___ 210(@300wpm)
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“I lied to you both, told each of you the other had moved on. I believed at the time I was doing the right thing—”

“Get out,” I cut her off before she can say anything else.

“Austin.” She says softly as tears fill her eyes.

“No.” I lean forward.

“Get.

Out.

Now.”

I open the door and step out onto the deck, pulling in a lungful of air as rage burns through me.

“I’m not telling you this so you guys get back together,” Josie says, coming to stand in front of me. “I’m telling you this, because my baby doesn’t have many people to lean on, and when I’m gone, she’s going to need good people around who truly care about her, and as much as you may not want to admit it, you still do.” With that parting blow she turns away, and I watch her step off the boat onto the dock then disappear.

“Are you okay, baby?” Anna asks, walking upstairs from the lower deck, where she had been taking a nap. When she told me she was coming into town for the weekend, I figured this visit would be like all the others, but then she started talking about moving here after the summer, and I knew then that along the way, I somehow fucked up, making her believe this is more than it is. I haven’t even touched her since I laid eyes on Lea again.

“I gotta head out.” I move to the wheelhouse, grabbing my keys, slipping them in my front pocket before pulling my hoodie on over my head.

“I’m leaving in an hour,” she reminds me while her eyes track my movements.

“Text me when you get home.” I move past her and stop when her fingers dig into my arm.

“I heard what her mom said, and I’ve heard people in town talking since she came back. She left you, and you’re going after her?”

I watch as she attempts to force tears to come to the surface, but none fill her eyes. Anna doesn’t care about me any more than I care about her, and this moment proves just that. “Anna—”

“No, don’t Anna me. I thought that we had something, that we were building something.”

I don’t want to do this, but I can’t lie, either. I have loved really loved three women in my life: my sister, my mom, and Lea. Since the moment Lea left me, I have been forcing myself to move forward, never really gathering the momentum to do so. How Lea got married to someone else, I don’t fucking know. No one could replace her for me, even if all I was holding onto was a memory.

“You knew what this was Anna,” I sigh, pulling from her grasp.

“You’re such an asshole, Austin!” she screams.

“I know,” I agree, walking to the edge of the boat and stepping onto the dock. I wasn’t going after Lea, not the way Anna believed. I would do as her mom asked. I would try to be her friend, and when the time came for her to leave, I would let her go this time, and get the closure I need to move on with my life.

“What’s up, Wolf?” Ben answers on the second ring.

“Meet me at the bar.”

“Is everything okay?” He asks and I hear shuffling coming from his end.

No…fuck, no. “I need a beer.”

“On my way.”

The line goes dead and I tuck my phone into the back pocket of my jeans then walk the three blocks to the bar, trying to get my head straight on the way.

As soon as I enter, I scan the bar and see Ben sitting alone at one of the high-top tables.

“You want the usual?” Maggie asks from behind the bar as I pass her.

“Yeah.” I pull out a five and slide it to her as she passes me a bottle of Alaskan Amber. As soon as I take a seat across from Ben, I put the bottle to my mouth and tip it back.

“What’s going on?” He questions wearily.

“Josie just came to visit me.”

“Who’s Josie?” he asks, then his eyes close in realization. “Shit, what the fuck did she want?”

“She came to tell me that she lied to me and Lea.”

“What do you mean, ‘lied to you and Lea’?” His voice has an angry tinge to it.

“She kept us separated, because she didn’t want Lea to suffer the same fate as her. She didn’t want Lea to loose me the way she lost Jacob.”

“Are you shitting me?” He slams down his beer bottle, making the table shake.

“You know I searched for Lea. I begged her mom to tell me where she was, and she always had the same story Lea had moved on, and I needed to do the same. Only, Lea didn’t move on; she was hurt and alone, thinking I was living my days happy without her.”


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