Total pages in book: 79
Estimated words: 75792 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 379(@200wpm)___ 303(@250wpm)___ 253(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 75792 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 379(@200wpm)___ 303(@250wpm)___ 253(@300wpm)
But right now, all that makes me cry is how much I want him to kiss me. Because I don’t know what will happen when these lips don’t touch mine anymore. And I don’t want to know.
All I want is to be buried beneath him, to have his eyes bore into mine, and be swept away by his love. So I open my mouth and let him claim mine with glee, happily, greedily taking in his tongue, desperate for more.
His hand rests on the tile beside me while the other cups my face, his fierce, toned body an inch away from mine. He groans against my mouth as his cock twitches against my leg, and he tears away from my lips, regret and anger settling in his eyes.
I quickly grab his face and make him look at me. “No. Don’t look away.”
“I can’t give in to lust. No matter how badly I want you,” he says, groaning as his cock hardens against my thigh. I can feel him holding back. “You deserve someone good for you.”
“You are. You did everything I wanted you to and more. No one deserves me more than you,” I reply, and I lean in for a quick peck on the lips. “Please … believe me.”
He closes his eyes and bites his lip, grunting in pain at his own desire for me. But he doesn’t need to fight it.
“Please,” he repeats in a low voice, groaning. “Say it again.” He looks at me from underneath his dark lashes. “Say you want me. Need me. Love me.”
“I need you more than I need life,” I say, gently laying a hand against his cheek, caressing him with my thumb. “And I love you.”
A genuine, honest smile appears on his face as he covers my hand with his. And he comes down on me once again, but this time, the kisses are far less delicate and far more fiery, filled with passion and greed. He moans into my mouth as his lips slowly go down, along my chin, down my neck, all the way to the hem of my shirt, which he pulls down along with my bra. I moan out loud when he covers my nipples and sucks on them hard.
“I love that sound … do it again,” he murmurs against my skin.
I grin as he slides down my body, kissing me everywhere like he’s worshipping a goddess. When he comes back up again, his hand entwines with mine, locking it above my head as he kisses me numb. His cock grinds against my pants, my back arching to meet him.
His free hand swiftly undoes the button on my pants, and his hand dives inside, straight into my underwear. The groans that emanate from his mouth set me on fire, but when his fingers find my clit, I almost explode right then and there.
His mouth momentarily unlashes from mine, a dirty grin appearing on his face. “So sensitive … missed me?”
My nostrils flare as I make a face. “Do you want a lie or the truth?”
His tongue darts out to wet his lips right as he bites the bottom one too. “Truth.”
I lean in and whisper, “I want you inside me.”
His eyes almost roll into the back of his head, and the sound that emanates from his body is so twisted, so animalistic that it almost makes me come.
But he pulls his fingers away and rips down my pants instead, tearing off my panties along with it until I’m naked on the balcony tiles. My body shivers, but I can barely feel the cold as he comes down on top of me, his hand grasping my thigh as he eagerly pushes inside.
My mouth forms an o-shape as he enters me, his length so fulfilling that it makes me bite my lips too. I never thought I’d feel this again, yet here I am, getting fucked by the one man I promised I would never love.
But love has a strange way of always finding its way into people’s hearts, no matter how many times they try to keep it at bay.
“I have dreamed of this moment,” he murmurs against my lips as he thrusts into me. “Of loving you without repercussions.”
“Then love me with everything you have.”
“Everything?” he whispers into my ear. When I nod, he smiles against my earlobe. “It’s all I wanted to hear.”
He smacks my other hand down onto the tiles too and keeps me in place, pounding into me with everything he’s got. My moans come out so loud that I’m afraid someone will hear us, but he immediately covers my mouth with his, as though he could read my mind.
My legs wrap around him as he kisses me hard and fast, leaving no moment for me to breathe, but I don’t even care. All I want is for this moment to last for an eternity. Just him and me on this balcony, fucking all our problems and worries away.