Total pages in book: 131
Estimated words: 118860 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 594(@200wpm)___ 475(@250wpm)___ 396(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 118860 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 594(@200wpm)___ 475(@250wpm)___ 396(@300wpm)
Dominic studied her face for a long time. Too long. She had the feeling he saw far too much, things she didn’t want him to see. Uneasiness grew into fear.
“There is a way to settle this,” Dominic ventured. “If you would consent, I could examine your memories. I would see what you did in regard to Solange and her jaguar. I would be able to see into your nightmare and tell you what is real and what isn’t. I have lived long and experienced many things. I would know the difference.”
Sarika thought she was prepared for Dominic to do just that—examine her memories. Tomas had tried to prepare her for the possibility, and it made sense. The moment Dominic so casually stated what he could do to see what she had, full-blown panic rose. It was a visceral reaction, sharp and raw. She nearly jumped out of the chair. She knew the color drained out of her face. She could barely breathe as she shook her head.
“He was there. The Carpathian. He took their blood. He forced them to do horrible things to each other. He sacrificed so many, practically killing everyone while he howled with laughter. He proclaimed he had a lifemate. He used that term. There was blood, so much blood, everywhere. He was hunting for a soul, he said. He knew someone had it, and unless they gave it up, he would kill everyone.”
She turned grief-stricken eyes on Tomas. “His name was Mitro. He spoke the truth about having a lifemate. It didn’t stop him from doing the terrible things he did. He thrust his mind into mine. I could see how rotten he was. I could feel his glee in the brutal killings. He had no mercy in him.”
Now she was up out of the chair and backing away from Tomas. “I was there. I saw him. I felt him. He tried to find my jaguar power, but I was able to hide it from him.”
Tomas came to his feet as well, following her across the room. “You aren’t there, Sarika. You’re here with me, and you’re safe. Solange is true jaguar royalty. She would never allow anyone to betray you.”
He spoke in his gentle, nonthreatening voice. She heard it, but the sounds and smells of the past were assaulting every one of her senses.
“I remember Mitro,” Dominic said, his voice equally as gentle. “Dax and Mitro’s lifemate, Arabejila, chased him for centuries and finally were able to lock him in a volcano. Dax was locked in that same volcano with him. When they broke free, Mitro went after Riley, Dax’s lifemate. Dax was able to defeat him. Mitro is no longer alive.”
Sarika pressed her hand to her mouth. She was trembling so badly, she could barely stand. “I want to go home. Back to the United States. I kept the family home in the forest. I can live there.”
Solange pushed out of the chair and approached Sarika slowly, waving off the two men. “I’m sorry you had to endure the brutality of a crazed Carpathian. He never claimed his lifemate. Instead, he tried to kill her. Carpathians, like any species, are not immune to mental health issues. It’s just that when one goes wrong and they have all that power, it can be horrendous. That’s why ancients like Tomas and Dominic and Luiz spend centuries hunting those who have turned or the ones like Mitro.”
She glided closer. “I know you’re frightened, Sarika. Your only knowledge of Carpathians is not good, but you have looked into the minds of Lojos, Mataias and Tomas, and you know they are good men. The same with your cousin. And I need you. I’m scared, far more than I should be. Dominic and I discussed why I was so stressed. We’re good together. I trust him implicitly, but you’re right, I’m making myself so sick. If you have a way to make me understand why, if you could help me in any way, I would be forever grateful. I never forget a favor, and if you really think there is a chance I could lose this baby, I would be in your debt if you would help us.”
Sarika allowed Solange’s words to sink into her mind, to push back the memories threatening to overwhelm her. Just the revelation that Mitro had been real, that Dominic knew him, was terrifying. That meant she had been guarding Tomas’ soul, and Mitro murdered an entire village of peaceful people to find it.
She had protected him. She’d tried to protect those in the village, find ways for them to escape. She had blocked his access to the routes she’d provided for the few she could get into the tunnels to escape. She’d done multiple things to thwart him, and he hadn’t known it was her. He suspected. It was why he hadn’t killed her, but he didn’t realize she was countering his viciousness with her own feminine power.