Total pages in book: 204
Estimated words: 193124 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 966(@200wpm)___ 772(@250wpm)___ 644(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 193124 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 966(@200wpm)___ 772(@250wpm)___ 644(@300wpm)
They took her heart and lungs out and threw them in the little hearth that is aflame with the wood I gathered for her.
And that is not the worst of it.
Two daggers protrude from her eye sockets, one from her mouth, and a fourth has been stabbed into her lower abdomen. The hilts are cockeyed because the ritual murder was committed in a hurry.
Her hand is still gripping the edge of the pallet.
She was alive when they started, when they took her eyes first.
I fall to my knees and sob. “Mare…”
Over the pallet, on the only flat wall in the abandoned shop, a crude crescent moon has been drawn in her blood, the depiction sloppy and still dripping, it’s so fresh.
Those four men I saw, with their bloody knives out. That was no mortal oath of the hunt, sealed with the streak of a blade across their palms. They were the ones who came here, thinking she was hiding me.
My dear friend is dead because of me, and it’s unbearable that her hand is still warm as I take it in my own. “I’m so sorry…”
The tin cup with the herbs I served to her this morning is crushed on the floor, some heavy boot nailing the thin metal flat on the floorboards. They think I’ve been working black magic on her. They slaughtered her to ward off evil, and also because they just want to kill and couldn’t find me. Yet.
“It was not supposed to … end like this.”
She was so frail, she wasn’t a threat to anybody. She was going to die peacefully, fading away from old age. Not in this manner, brutally sacrificed like an animal to the superstition of villagers who know nothing of true magic.
And if I’d left this morning when she told me to, none of this would have happened.
A surprisingly gentle hand rests on my shoulder. “You are not safe here.”
I wipe my face under the hood and know that the cleansing ritual is only halfway done. To finish the job, they have to cut her arms and legs off, lay her torso face down with the limbs running to the cardinal compass points, and light the rest of her on fire.
They will be back when they can’t find me at the Gauntlet.
“But I can’t leave her here like this—”
“You have no choice.”
Outside, villagers run by, their torches flaring in the cloudy windows.
“She is dead,” the mercenary says more forcefully. “There’s nothing you can do for her now. But you can save yourself.”
“I’m to blame—”
“Are those your daggers?” He jabs a finger at the body. “No? Then you are not to blame. Come on.”
He pulls me to my feet and all but drags me over to the door. I’m almost at the threshold when I slip out of his hold and race back for the shelves. I find the seam by feel alone, release the latch, and push my hand inside the hidden compartment. Taking out the velvet bag, I tuck the weight of the royal coins into the pocket of my cloak, and take one last glance back at the bed.
“I can’t leave her.”
I say this as I’m returning to him, and I only know we’re outside again when the cold hits my slippered feet and bare hands. He leads me back into the alley, and as we get into the shadows, he’s talking to me as we go. I can’t hear him and have to stop.
Wrenching over, I gag as my stomach attempts to evacuate itself, but there’s no food in me to throw up. The next thing I know, I’m arguing with him, even though I don’t know what we’re going on about.
“—at the Gauntlet. I must,” I hear myself saying.
“You’re determined to make this difficult, aren’t you.”
And yet he takes me forward in the direction of the pub, leading with his body. We go quite a distance, using crisscrossing side lanes to stay out of sight, before I realize he’s got a dagger in each hand. As I catch a glance at another couple of men thumping down the main thoroughfare with torches held high, their meaty faces red and twisted with rage, I don’t want to be in this mercenary’s world—
I stop again, and he doesn’t notice. He keeps going.
Backing up against the side of a row house, I hang my head and struggle for breath, thinking of all the bairns I saved, all those little gray bodies I brought back to life by something I’ve never understood. Then I think of what they did to Mare.
What if they decide to kill everybody I’ve helped?
The mercenary’s in front of me once again, his heavy boots like a pair of boulders on the cobblestones. “What’re you doing—”
“I have to go turn myself in.” I shudder, waves of fear swamping me. “If they don’t kill me and cleanse the village, they’ll go after the bairns I’ve attended to on the birthing bed—”