Total pages in book: 180
Estimated words: 168121 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 841(@200wpm)___ 672(@250wpm)___ 560(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 168121 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 841(@200wpm)___ 672(@250wpm)___ 560(@300wpm)
Charlee felt his silence. Why wouldn’t he look at her? She rubbed her temples as his non-answer ripened to realization. “You were bluffing.”
“Yeah.” He scrubbed a hand over his mouth.
The remorse in his voice pained her. She leaned forward, tried to snag his gaze. “You know what? We didn’t run away from him. We walked.”
He cut his eyes to her.
“I’ve never walked away from Roy Oxford. You gave me that.” Just thinking about it made her blood sing through her veins. She glanced up and found the corner of Nathan’s lip twitching. Yeah, she was certain he shared her sentiment.
She returned her attention to Jay. “Roy knows where I’m at, who I’m with, and what I’m doing. Which means he’s lamenting the fact he can’t just pluck me off the street anymore.” She grinned. “Not with the parade of media following you. And not with the level of security you employ. The cameras were a bluff, but the threat is still there. He won’t risk it.”
“Charlee’s right.” Nathan holstered the gun and leaned back. “We’ve been running so hard for so long, we’ve been in nonstop defense mode. Now that we don’t have to run, we can finally focus on our offense.”
Her head swam. “Since he can no longer force us physically, he’ll try to outmaneuver us. He’ll blackmail your PI business, Nathan.” She looked at Jay. “And he’ll dismantle your band. He won’t be above using your loved ones as leverage to force me to him.”
Jay stared at something on the floorboard, his tone flat. “I don’t have loved ones outside of the band.”
She would ask him about that when there wasn’t an audience. She followed his gaze to…a nasal spray bottle? She bent to pick it up, and his body jerked to stillness. His eyes locked on the bottle in her hand, and he leaned toward it even as his expression seemed to draw away. What the hell? She turned it over. The label was worn and peeling.
“This isn’t allergy spray, is it?”
He snatched it from her grip, eyes hard, and dropped it over Tony’s shoulder and into her lap. “Get rid of this.”
Twisting toward Charlee, he grabbed her waist and dragged her across the seat to straddle his legs. With his arms crossed behind her back, he pulled her hips to his and nuzzled his face in her neck.
She held onto the seat on either side of his shoulders and angled her head to look at Nathan. A small smile touched Nathan’s lips but bypassed his eyes. Grooves crept over his forehead as he watched her with Jay.
Was he thinking about Noah? Did he think she’d given more of herself to Jay in one day than she gave Noah in their one year?
But she had, hadn’t she? She didn’t love Noah enough to lay her broken life at his feet. She’d wanted to. God, she thought maybe someday she could’ve. It had taken her six months just to let him steal a kiss. Would she have ever let him know her beyond their physical connection? She never even gave him her real name.
Her chest cramped. She dropped her eyes to her hand, clenched on the seatback, shamed by the direction of her thoughts.
After a moment, Nathan pinched her chin and gave her head a little shake. His gesture chased away a fraction of her guilt, but his narrowed eyes promised an imminent conversation.
She nodded.
The angles of Jay’s face sharpened as he leaned back and shifted his hips away from the other man. The subtle movement put distance between her and Nathan as if Jay were trying to break their exchange.
Jay’s flushed cheeks glowed against his tan complexion, his hair tousled and trenched from his fingers. His natural beauty alone could shackle the heart of any woman who laid eyes upon him. Yet, he looked at her as if she were the only one. An unfamiliar feeling swelled in the back of her throat.
He kissed her neck and pressed his brow against it. “I’m so sorry.”
The remaining guilt she’d hidden in her silence echoed in the pained whisper of his apology and the beat of his heart drumming against hers. “Why are you sorry? I’m the one who should be apologizing.”
His breath grew heavy, intensifying her own. He raised his head and met her eyes. “I lost it out there with the fans and the guards and…my fucking issues—”
He looked away, worked his jaw, and dragged his gaze back to hers. “Won’t happen again. I will never walk away from you.” The resolve in his tone enthralled her.
With all the hands that had been on him and the distress that rocked his body when Tony shoved him in the car, she knew he had been in the grips of his own demon. “You didn’t bail. When I needed you…” She placed a kiss on his hairline, breathing in his masculine scent. Kissed his nose, his parted lips. “You were there. Thank you.”