Total pages in book: 53
Estimated words: 48632 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 243(@200wpm)___ 195(@250wpm)___ 162(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 48632 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 243(@200wpm)___ 195(@250wpm)___ 162(@300wpm)
“As long as you’re sure.” He may be saying one thing, but his body is doing another. He drops to his forearms, hands going to the side of my head, holding me in his arms while entering me in short, shallow thrusts.
“I’m positive,” I say on an almost moan. We’ve done everything a couple can do in the form of sex besides what we’re doing right now. Matthew has stretched me, and while I’ve listened to enough audiobooks to expect what’s coming, I also know that sometimes, the pain can be glazed over, too.
“You need a break, you tell me. Now isn’t the time to be strong, kitten,” says the man who pushes deeper with every nudge of his cock. Except it doesn’t hurt, not in the I’m-going-to-cry sort of way.
“I won’t, promise, but if you don’t move, I’m going to do it for us.” I plant my feet on the mattress and lift my hips, and that’s when I feel the sting.
“Kitten, I should smack your ass for that.” While I might have flinched slightly once he was right at my barrier, it’s more of a pain mixed with a little bit of pleasure.
“I’d rather you rip the Band-Aid off all at once than prolong the process.” My hands slide to his chest, nails digging in. It’s pleasure and pain all rolled into one.
“My kitten has claws.” I start to retract them, but he shakes his head. “No, keep them there.” Matthew drops his head, nudges my mouth with his, tongue sliding in, and I feel his thumb sweep along my clit. I’m so wet, my body is so ready, and I get lost in the kiss for a moment, that it’s not until he finishes his drugging kiss that I realize what he’s doing. “One,”—he slides out of me—“two,”—he pushes back in—“three.” Then he plunges all the way inside.
“Fuck,” I whisper, adjusting to him. The burn is there. It feels like I’m being stretched to the limit. Which I am, with Matthew’s thick cock. I keep my eyes closed while breathing deeply for a moment.
“You feel incredible, kitten. I hate like hell you’re being put through this, that it’s me causing you anything but pleasure.” He cradles me, holding me in his solid, muscular arms, shielding me from everything, including himself.
“Daddy, I think you need to move now.” I drop my eyes to look between our bodies and break up the heaviness. My body slowly adjusts, and Matthew looks at the place where we’re joined, and when he moves his hand away, his thumb smears my wetness along my bare flesh, further heightening my experience.
“My kitten, fuck, never would have expected you to match me so perfectly. Most precious thing in my life.” He lazily drags his hip back and forth, slowly at first. “Wrap your legs around me. This might not last long, and I’m going to take you with me when I come.”
Sweat coats our bodies. His breathing turns rough and rugged, my whimpers get louder, and then he starts to move faster, grinding himself along my clit.
“I’m close.” The tight snugness of his cock adds to the sensation. My wetness helps glide his path, and with each rock of my hips, the heels of my feet dig into his lower back.
“Fuck yeah, you are,” he grunts, looking deep into my eyes. “Love you beneath me, kitten. Love it a whole fucking lot.” His mouth lands back on mine, kissing me through our combined orgasms. He holds me through it all, and it isn’t until he starts to soften that we finally pull apart. We both do so reluctantly, and as far as first times go, I couldn’t have asked for a better experience.
18
MATTHEW
“Do you think you can go into work late tomorrow morning?” I ask Letty while we’re soaking in the bathtub after I took her for the first time. Never in my life did I think I could come that hard or lose control that fast. And while I should kick my own ass for what I saw, it’s a memory I’ll take with me for all of my fucking days, seeing my cock coated with her virginity and knowing I’m the only man who will get to experience the vision. I even uttered the words at some point that I’m the first and last man she’ll ever have, and Letty squeezing my dick at the truth told me she liked it, too.
“Umm, maybe. I’d have to call Ophelia right away, as in get out of the tub, call her, and hope I don’t wake up her kids with the phone ringing.” She sits up and looks over her shoulder with a look of worry in her eyes.
“You stay in here. I’ll go grab your phone, but first, I want to tell you what Jude found out. You distracted me earlier when you came home.” My chest fills with air. Watching her walk through the door or coming home to her after a long day at work, there’s nothing fucking better.