Total pages in book: 64
Estimated words: 63601 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 318(@200wpm)___ 254(@250wpm)___ 212(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 63601 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 318(@200wpm)___ 254(@250wpm)___ 212(@300wpm)
When he was confident enough to instigate playtime of any sort, he was always on top and my Chipmunk loved taking care of me in a variety of ways. He didn’t seem to connect that behavior to wanting to top, though.
“I…I was rocking on you like I did in the tub…and…and riding you.” He needed to learn to lie better if he wanted that answer to feel complete.
“You’d be sexy like that.” He would. “You’d also be sexy sinking into me and taking care of me that way.”
Oh, that squeak was adorable.
“I…I like taking care of you.” He didn’t seem to know what to say, but the way he was grinding himself against me said he wasn’t ready to call a halt to the conversation yet. “You like it when I take care of you.”
And it made Chipmunk happy too.
No matter what way he helped me along, he’d giggle and would get so excited it was impossible not to love it.
“I do.” Stroking his chest, I held him tight with one hand and let the other wander over the front of his body. “I love it when you use your body to make me come and when you kiss me all over. I’m going to love it when you sink deep into me.”
It was time to address that topic head-on since talking around it hadn’t worked at all.
I wasn’t sure if he’d let me, though, but the way he sucked in a breath wasn’t a safeword. “You…you’d like that.”
Since we were both on the same page with that, I stroked down to his erection and ran my hand along the length of it. “You’d be a very good boy as I used your cock, wouldn’t you?”
Did he realize he wouldn’t have to be in control doing it that way?
He went still as I thought he was thinking about what I’d said, but that still wasn’t a safeword, so I kept playing with him and kissing him. “You’d take good care of me but you’d listen to what your Daddy said, wouldn’t you?”
As he let out a deep breath, he nodded and it seemed like he’d finally started to relax into the idea. “I like taking care of you.”
Nodding, I hoped we’d get further than just repeating the same thing over and over. “I’m glad.”
Was there going to be more?
Maybe.
Just as I started to switch back to the fantasy discussion about what he’d jerked off to before, he shifted and it felt like he was ready to do something.
Anything that would give him a clue about what he was thinking would be great.
“That doesn’t mean I’m in control, though.” Taking another breath to steady himself, he nodded slowly and leaned his head back to rest it against mine. “Top and bottom don’t mean Dom and sub.”
“That’s right.” Licking around his ear, I smiled as he shivered and let out a needy whine. “If…let’s call it going first is something you really want and fantasized about, that’s good too. There’s no right or wrong with us.”
Or with what we’d do in my bed.
But I wasn’t sure if he was ready to talk about that, much less do it unless we could actually talk about it.
Chipmunk knew that, though.
“I…” Whining, he turned around in my arms and hid against my neck. “I always thought about doing it that way and I know it’s not the same thing as being your Dom…but…but I don’t want to do a bad job.”
Oh.
“Would it have been easier if I’d already done it?” My boy was a fascinating cutie because he nodded without reservation. “Well, would it make it easier if I explained that I’ve got toys like dildos that I use on a regular basis?”
Chipmunk went still but after a few seconds he nodded. “Yes. I know that’s—”
Oh no.
“Ah.” Cutting him off got a giggle but it made my point.
“It’s perfectly fine, Daddy.” Feeling cheeky again, he straightened and kissed my cheek before snuggling against me, not hiding any longer. “I don’t know what you thought I was going to say.”
His level of ridiculous bordered on the absurd sometime.
“We’re going to have to practice so that sounds more believable.” I kissed his head as he giggled. “It’s a long-term skill you’ll need to master if you want to get something over on me eventually.”
From what I’d seen, it was something every married couple needed at some point, but we had time to figure that out…and we’d start when he finished giggling.
Chapter 24
Teddy
He was thinking really long term—I just knew it—and that made the whole situation even funnier.
I’d kind of always thought he’d been…exploring things a lot more than I had, so in my head fantasies were one thing but I’d assumed reality would be different.
Realty was very different…just in ways I hadn’t predicted.
Daddy had waited for me.
That was kind of a lot of pressure, though.