Total pages in book: 79
Estimated words: 76693 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 383(@200wpm)___ 307(@250wpm)___ 256(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 76693 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 383(@200wpm)___ 307(@250wpm)___ 256(@300wpm)
“Because you are. And let me just say, it’s a beautiful sight.”
The tip of Cam’s tongue tickled his hole, warm and wet for just the briefest of moments, before pulling away and reaching for the nearby lube.
Oh yes, Nolan would definitely take Cam up on his offer to have him do this in the future.
The snap of the cap on the tube, then the squirting sound of lube made him tremble even worse from anticipation.
He was never like this with anyone else, but he couldn’t shake this nervousness from being with Cam for the first time.
First, he heard the tear of the condom packet, then felt the slight shake of the mattress as Cam rolled it on.
Seconds later, lube dripped onto his ass and slipped down his crack before Cam gathered the excess and circled his entrance, distributing it.
But it was when those thick fingers slipped inside him and began to plunge in and out, that he groaned again. And once more when Cam stroked his prostate. By doing so, his friend was entering dangerous territory.
“That alone makes me want to come,” Nolan warned.
“Resist.”
“I’m trying.”
“Try harder.”
“Cam,” Nolan whimpered. “Take mercy on me, unless you want me to come right away.”
Cam slipped his fingers free and nipped at his ass cheek. He tapped Nolan’s hip. “Flip over.”
“I don’t know if I can stare you in the eyes when you fuck me for the first time.”
Cam stilled. “I thought you wanted this.”
“I do. I’m afraid I’ll be distracted.”
His eyebrows pinned together. “Why?”
“Because I might be staring into your eyes the whole time, wondering if this is real.”
The concern on Cam’s face was replaced with understanding. “Stay on your hands and knees, then. I’m fine with that. This time.”
The blunt latex and lubed, covered crown pressed against his hole. Nolan relaxed as much as he could.
This was the moment they couldn’t return from. The moment where things would shift between them. From friends and former co-workers to friends and lovers.
Chapter Fourteen
Cam was surprised when Nolan didn’t want to face him, but he understood. He also wanted Nolan to be completely comfortable.
Pulling in a deep breath, he pressed the tip of his cock against Nolan’s puckered entrance and paused.
This was it. It was finally happening. While he was excited, Nolan’s worry about things changing between them was valid.
Because they would.
It was one thing to be friends, quite another to be lovers. Realistically, it could end up being a friends-with-benefits situation. Only, that wasn’t what Cam wanted. Not with Nolan taking the job and moving up to Double D.
He didn’t think he could tolerate watching the man have sex with others. Though, strangely enough, he wouldn’t mind sharing him with Hope—if she was into it—because he would also insist on being a part of that dynamic.
None of that might come to fruition anyway, so he couldn’t worry about it right now. They could figure all of that out later.
Cam pressed forward, breaking the tight seal, taking Nolan inch by slow inch until he couldn’t go any farther. Until he was balls deep in the man he’d lusted after for years.
With his eyes closed, he paused again and pulled in a breath, appreciating the tight squeeze around him. His cock was urging him to slam Nolan hard and fast while his muddled brain was warning him to keep it slow and steady. At least at the start.
“Fuck me.”
The whispered plea had him opening his eyes and taking in the man on his hands and knees, all lean muscle and hard lines, a dark dusting of facial hair accentuating his strong jawline. Cam dug his fingers deeper into Nolan’s hips and began to move, making sure to drag his cock over Nolan’s P-spot.
With Nolan’s groans and encouraging words, along with squeezing and releasing him with every thrust, Cam slipped dangerously close to the edge much too quickly.
He should warn Nolan, tell him to stop.
But he didn’t want to.
If things went well, they could do this again.
Hell, with Nolan moving onto the ranch, they could do it often. They could try all kinds of things. It would make working in this paradise even better.
This first time wouldn’t be any kind of marathon; it would be a sprint. They could take their time to explore and figure out each other’s preferences later.
Tonight was about breaking that seal. The one they put in place when they met each other years ago. The one that concealed their desire for each other.
If they had only known…
Cam couldn’t dwell on that. They couldn’t go back and fix it. They could only move forward.
No matter what, before Cam came, he wanted to make sure Nolan did, too. When Cam reached around to get him there, he discovered a string of precum swinging from the tip of Nolan’s cock with each thrust. Gathering it in his palm, Cam used it as lube as he began to stroke Nolan’s cock.