Total pages in book: 100
Estimated words: 95013 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 475(@200wpm)___ 380(@250wpm)___ 317(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 95013 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 475(@200wpm)___ 380(@250wpm)___ 317(@300wpm)
“And leave Rome to its fate?”
“Rome isn’t my responsibility anymore.” I said it and meant it. “My whole life changed the moment I knew I was going to be a father. Everything else . . . just lost its importance. I feel no guilt or shame for it.”
He took another puff on his cigar before he released the cloud of smoke. “And our deal?”
“You can’t be serious, Tommaso.”
“And our deal?” he repeated.
“I just told you I’m having a baby.”
“But you aren’t married.”
“But I’m getting married.”
“So, you’re engaged?”
I’d wanted to have our wedding this weekend, but Aurelia denied me. I wanted to be husband and wife and start our lives together, but she wanted to slow everything down. I had been frustrated at the time but conceded that she was right. If she weren’t pregnant, I wouldn’t have suggested rushing into a marriage. “No, not yet.”
“Then you’re fair game as far as I’m concerned.”
“I’m having a baby,” I repeated like he hadn’t heard me before. “And I just told you I’m not interested in Cosa Nostra.”
“I understand that.”
I fished my phone out of my pocket and opened the photo I’d taken. “This is sitting in my nightstand as we speak.” I turned the screen toward him to reveal the enormous engagement ring I’d already bought for Aurelia. I didn’t have a plan for how I’d propose, but I wanted to be ready when the moment was right, when I thought she would say yes to me.
“But she’s not wearing it.”
I released a frustrated sigh and returned the phone to my pocket. “I’ve always considered us good friends, Tommaso. I came here under the assumption you would be happy for me. That we’d have a drink together and you would tell me about all the joys of fatherhood and the wonderful years ahead. My father was never around, and you somehow filled that void when I first came to Palermo.”
“You know that affection is reciprocated, Con. I’ve always loved you like a son.”
“Really? Because it doesn’t feel like it.”
“Why else would I want you to marry my daughter?”
“Force is the word I would use.”
He released a quiet chuckle. “You know how I force people, Con. I’m definitely not forcing you.”
There wasn’t the barrel of a gun against the back of my neck or in the center of my spine. There wasn’t a promise that he’d kill my entire family if I didn’t comply with his demands. So, yes, I had free will.
“I’m asking you to have a meal with her. How about now?”
“Now?” I asked blankly.
“I was just about to have lunch with her on the terrace, but you can take my place.”
Fuck me. “Tommaso—”
“It’s a meal, Con.”
“I’m in a loving and committed relationship.”
“Then don’t fuck her on the table, all right?”
Who the fuck talks about their daughter like that?
He rose to his feet. “Let’s go. Come with me.”
I rose to my feet. “I told you I’m unavailable.”
“And you promised me you would meet my daughter before I risked my life to help you. When you lied to my face and told me falsehoods about the shit Edric got himself into. I risked not only my life, but the future of Cosa Nostra and my family for you. And now you can’t uphold your end of the deal? That’s the kind of man you are? It’s one fucking meal, Con.”
I felt like I was about to betray Aurelia. It was just a meal that I didn’t want to attend, meant literally nothing, but I still felt like shit about it. However, it was the only way I would get Tommaso off my back. “One meal and this is done?”
“Yes.”
“All right . . . fine.”
The outdoor terrace was under the shade of white umbrellas, fantastic views of the city and the mountainous terrain in the distance. I pulled out one of the chairs and took a seat, my heart so heavy in shame it felt like an anchor that struck the rocks at the bottom of the ocean.
“Have fun.” Tommaso walked off, cigar still in his mouth, and headed back to whatever the fuck he was doing.
A seagull landed on the stone ledge, and I watched it for a while, doing anything to distract myself from the guilt that gnawed at my stomach. I knew the lunch was meaningless with no chance of leading anywhere. Just a business meeting, really. But I felt like an asshole anyway.
Gina approached the double doors that led to the terrace and stepped out in a white linen dress with ties on the sleeves. The material had a yellow-and-blue pattern, a distinctly Sicilian dress, perfect for summer. She had long dark hair, a heavy gloss to her lips, and she was thin and tall like her mother.
I’d never interacted with his daughters before. I’d seen them in person at events over the years, but I only spoke to Tommaso’s wife. So this was the first time I’d actually met Gina. “Constantine.” I rose to my feet and greeted her with a handshake instead of a hug or a kiss on the cheek. I pulled out her chair for her to be a gentleman, but it was nothing I wouldn’t do for my sister or my mother.